thanks for your kindness words , you are wise man ^^. my friends always say they love to see when i am smiling , so i really dont like the sad face , but i cant smile so often .i want to enjoy my life , but i am not strong person like you , i like to listen sad songs , sad movie , and sad story , i tried to dont fear my father , but i fear him ^^' , yes , of course , i love him so much , he does not beside me so often , but i can feel his love for me .^^.
i can feel your kindness heart , thank you very much . after read your mesages , i feel more stronger than before ^^.
this avatar is not so smiling , i am sorry , i may change to new one .
take care , and always be happy , i also hope you always have the beauty smile ^^.