It finally dawned on me why Suzaku is so obsessed with Lelouch:
This is what he is really thinking in his mind: Damn that Lelouch, all the girls like him. Big busted Milly and Shirley, bondage girl CC, bunny girl Kallen, my own fellow Knight of Round Anya has a picture of him as a child...even his own blood relatives Nunally and Euphemia and the only reason they care about me is because they are related and can't be with him. He's even popular with my own people and many nations of the world.
What's so great about him, sure he's smart and handsome and is modest and will go out of his way to help someone and won't take credit for it. But look at me, I'm athletic, strong, fast, I'm even a Knight of Rounds. I pilot this cool looking knightmare, I'm close to Schneizel...
I hate him, I'm so jealous, I am going to kill him. If I can't have him none of those girls will.